hello fellas,
this is the first day of DECEMBER,
and i was exicted because at 8 december later i will go to japan (again) but i go to japan not because of vacation or relaxation because of my dad was sick and he's in the hospital in japan right now and i felt so sad and i'm not going back to indonesia this december , its almoust 3 months i didn't go back to medan i miss all of my friends there and you, i haven't said to you i'm going to japan because i can't contact you and when i need you to share something and hear what am i felt, you're not there, so what's for we are together ?? but you know what ?? no matter what happen i always think about you, maybe you think that i'm okay,but i'm not .I'm not okay as you thogh i always see my phone and when my phone was ringing i hope its you, but its not. if you want to end it i'm okay with that. with my big heart we are ended and just forget it what we had together and you're such a jerk you broke all the promise that you said, its just your sweet promise and i'm fool because i'm trust your promise, and if we are really really end, i hope you get a better person than me :"D
