GOOD BYE NOVEMBER AND HELLO DECEMBER :D

hello fellas,
this is the first day of DECEMBER,
and i was exicted because at 8 december later i will go to japan (again) but i go to japan not because of vacation or relaxation because of my dad was sick and he's in the hospital in japan right now and i felt so sad and i'm not going back to indonesia this december , its almoust 3 months i didn't go back to medan i miss all of my friends there and you, i haven't said to you i'm going to japan because i can't contact you and when i need you to share something and hear what am i felt, you're not there, so what's for we are together ?? but you know what ?? no matter what happen i always think about you, maybe you think that i'm okay,but i'm not .I'm not okay as you thogh i always see my phone and when my phone was ringing i hope its you, but its not. if you want to end it i'm okay with that. with my big heart we are ended and just forget it what we had together and you're such a jerk you broke all the promise that you said, its just your sweet promise and i'm fool because i'm trust your promise, and if we are really really end, i hope you get a better person than me :"D

we can draw our future but we can't delete our past

heyhooo miko is back
i want to share something in this blog because only blog i can write something a long story
well, because i moved to singapore i always think about when i was still in junior high, when i was in the same school with him, we're always met in third floor during break time and go home time, he always comed late to third floor because of his class, and from third floor we went down stairs together, and if we are not going to the third floor he waited for me, i don't know who is make it, but when i was relitionship with him, his car always parked beside my car, when its go home time my car and his car always raced, because my house and his house are one way so everyday we raced together, and thats memory i couldn't forgot it, when he knewed about i move to singapore, he was very angry i know, cause who is not angry his girl friend will moved out from the country, first time he not let me, but when i spoke slowly with him from his deeply heart he let me go, its not me who decided but my parents, and now we are doing ong distance relitionship, its not easiest as i thogh, we ever lost comunication almoust one week i don't know what he's doing and are he's fine ?? well, like now we lost comuniccation, but its okay, i know he is busy and if we are not together anymore i hope we can be a best friends :D i know its hard, but what i can do anymore  ..........

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hello fellasssss, long time no blogging, hhmmm just ignore what i write last year, this is the first blog i write in 2010, i felt so suprised cause i didn't open my blog this 11 months, (LOL)

and now i stay i singapore now, like it or don't like it. i must like it, cause this is my new life now, well when my mom and dad decided me to school in singapore i was very happy but the others side i felt sad cause i know no more chit chat with my bestiest and him like usual, and i ever said i don't want to school there, but its too late, no more choice
well, i'm regret i'm school in here far from parents my little brothers and him,
honestly, three days before i move to singapore i cried a lot, i don't believe this is gonna happen. all of my bestiest angried to me cause i said this things, its hard to me to say this things to people who near me, but i must said it, rather than i go quietly
the really really sad things happens to me are after my birthday party, tomorrow early in the morning i must go to singapore, its really sad things to me.
first day in singapore totally great but i can't forgot all the sweetness and the pain, until now i want to forgot all the memories but i can't, i don't know why.