SICK !

it's been a week i didn't go to school. It's all because i was sick, its not only sick but it's a complicate sick, why ? because of my blood. i got a low pressure blood. it's really annoying i even can't get up from my bed. my body is really "lemes" you know that hahaha lol :p but it's totally true, ugh i totally miss all my friends i only sleep and eat at the home and not doing anything, feels so bored. if i say better school rather than stay at home. if i'm tired i''ll get headache . and its all because i'm so focus with my lesson and i got sick it's all because of that. i'm too tired to do all the assignment, and i may say school rules totally killer , better pos than this new school, if i'm disobey the rules i'll get punishment that's why too much rules and make my head want to explode like a mountain which will explode the magma LOL :p

STAY OR MOVE !!!

it's really hard to choose between stay or move now, well i just have my new school *again* after i move from Singapore, new school not totally bad . But i hate the first day of school ! but then i realized. I got a lot of friends and i can call it "best friends"  now. Mom say i must choose stay or move. If i move i'll move with my mon in new city, its really hard to me to choose . because i just school only 2 months in my new school school . And i got a lot of friends, i don't even know if i move can i get a best friends like them ? because for me they're like a family for me . if i move i know all of my friends will miss me and i'll miss them too, if i stay i'll live my grandma and my mom will move to other city. so what should i choose ? MOVE or STAY gosshhh it's really hard for me to choose :(

GREAT PERFORMANCE

In Friday night my school had a performance of August camp, in August camp we learn about Mandarin in a week,  well. i thought it will be boring, but it's not, it's really fun. And August camp is over now, it's really sad and i'm start to miss the teacher from China, Hongkong, Beijing and the other state of China, the sadly part is when the performance is end all of the teachers are going back to China in that day too, it'a really so sad, the performance is really great, my class in presented singing and guess what ??!! my class is the first performance, when the start show my heart beat fast and fast, but we can do our best in the show, too much memory in August camp sad, laugh, smile, mad, cry... And i know that not the performance is important but the friendship we make and i'm realized we will start study like usual in Monday, soooo NOT -.- we need more activities !!!!

Missing You

hey, it's been a year we didn't meet. I know i was wrong because i miss you, i know i shouldn't miss you like this, but what i'm suppose to do ? the last time we meet is in October last year when we're still together, i know we're not together anymore but whenever you are now, i just want you to know that i miss you A LOT. how i wish to meet you and seeing you now, i know that you change everything after we're ended, its still hurts when i know we're ended like this, actually i don't want to be like this, its all because of distance, i know that our distance is far away, but maybe this is the best for us, when i found a teddy bear doll from you, i start to remember that again, when you give me that doll for my birthday present, its a sweet memory ever for me but start from now i must forget all of memory about you, and moving on. if you can do it, why i can't ? :"D

HELLOOOOOO :D

I know i always write "it's been a long time i didn't write anything in this blog" in the past post  it but it's true because i didn't open this blog for a long time haha, its August now and i move to the new school, first day of school, it's kinda boring for me but third and fourth day its different because I've found my best friends and we make a group and the name of that group it's "secret 5" why we choose this name ? hhmmmm it's secret hahaha lol. i know i'm gonna miss Medan, and yeah so do i am i miss Medan........a lot, i miss my best friends especially tania and jessica i miss the time when i was chit chat with them, miss all of the silly things that we make, i know its only a memory, but it's a best-sweet-ever memory for me :")

WOW

its been a long time i dont write something in this blog -___-
well, this is what called home, i go back to indonesia again (yeeyy so happy) and goodbye singapore lol
5 months didn't update and it all make me feel surprised

GOOD BYE NOVEMBER AND HELLO DECEMBER :D

hello fellas,
this is the first day of DECEMBER,
and i was exicted because at 8 december later i will go to japan (again) but i go to japan not because of vacation or relaxation because of my dad was sick and he's in the hospital in japan right now and i felt so sad and i'm not going back to indonesia this december , its almoust 3 months i didn't go back to medan i miss all of my friends there and you, i haven't said to you i'm going to japan because i can't contact you and when i need you to share something and hear what am i felt, you're not there, so what's for we are together ?? but you know what ?? no matter what happen i always think about you, maybe you think that i'm okay,but i'm not .I'm not okay as you thogh i always see my phone and when my phone was ringing i hope its you, but its not. if you want to end it i'm okay with that. with my big heart we are ended and just forget it what we had together and you're such a jerk you broke all the promise that you said, its just your sweet promise and i'm fool because i'm trust your promise, and if we are really really end, i hope you get a better person than me :"D

we can draw our future but we can't delete our past

heyhooo miko is back
i want to share something in this blog because only blog i can write something a long story
well, because i moved to singapore i always think about when i was still in junior high, when i was in the same school with him, we're always met in third floor during break time and go home time, he always comed late to third floor because of his class, and from third floor we went down stairs together, and if we are not going to the third floor he waited for me, i don't know who is make it, but when i was relitionship with him, his car always parked beside my car, when its go home time my car and his car always raced, because my house and his house are one way so everyday we raced together, and thats memory i couldn't forgot it, when he knewed about i move to singapore, he was very angry i know, cause who is not angry his girl friend will moved out from the country, first time he not let me, but when i spoke slowly with him from his deeply heart he let me go, its not me who decided but my parents, and now we are doing ong distance relitionship, its not easiest as i thogh, we ever lost comunication almoust one week i don't know what he's doing and are he's fine ?? well, like now we lost comuniccation, but its okay, i know he is busy and if we are not together anymore i hope we can be a best friends :D i know its hard, but what i can do anymore  ..........